I Miss You Dad

Dear, Dad.
I miss your silly laugh.
I miss your sense of humor, it was the best!
Even on my darkest days, you could always make them the brightest.
I miss your perfect Donald duck impression, it was my favorite.
I miss you trying to embarrass me in front of everyone, ha you were such an ass in that regard, but I loved it.
I miss being able to sit in the same room with you, and never get bored.
I miss our 2hr phone calls we always would have.

I miss never running out of things to talk about.
I miss you waking me up to my favorite breakfasts in the morning.
I miss watching you fix cars.
I miss joking around all the time.
I miss your amazing sarcasm.
I miss your beautiful handwriting, it was so perfect.
I miss watching football with you even though it's not my thing.
I looked up to you my whole life.

It was always you and me! 💕

But what I really miss is you, I miss you Dad. I miss you being alive.

It hasn't fully hit me yet that your gone.
I'm going to crash and burn so badly when it does. It scares me.
You were, and always will be the best man in my life. 💕💖💖