I need a real hug so bad. Like from someone who isn't relying on me. Like from someone who would feel happy to make me feel good for a bit.

It has been years now.

Some days I really feel it. A deep, hallow, barren ache inside me that also knows it may never feel warmth again.

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Boeing · 36-40

I would give you a hug... I could potentially give you a shoulder's rub and neck massage. :)

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@Boeing I forget what caring human touch feels like but my body can't. It hurts today.

Boeing · 36-40

@ScreamingFox you can do a little self massage you know.... I know it is not the same, I know it very well, but rubbing some oil on your hands, and softly massaging your wrists, palms, feet, neck... I am getting inspired now by talking to you, I might need some of it as well.....