A snuggle right now would change everything.

I know there's no point in asking him. There's no reason to even mention I'm in pain. Even if he put his arms around me, he'd pull them away in a few minutes. He's not interested in the simple, small things that make a person feel safe and loved.

I don't believe in him anymore. It's bitter, no sweet. I must of heard him promise to be better over a hundred times. Be better at what? He's vacant.

I feel cold inside. He stole my light.

I will get it back.