I Have a Broken Heart
He reminded me of a distant dream filled with hope and an inextinguishable yearning. He was sauve, he was this hybrid, this mix, a vampire cowboy casanova. Some creature from a dark fairytail. Dangerous and enticing. A part of me wanted to be possessed by him. He made it seem sexy being owned, being his. I shiver at the intensity he exudes-intoxicating, at times suffocating. I was not afraid but I hesitate. My defensive nature has been kissed far too many times by rejection and reinforces the steel walls around my golden heart. My love is all consuming, at times destructive. A heart of gold as subtle as a hand gernade. Oh, but the way he speaks; smooth like honey, the sounds of wind chimes and lullabies- has the power to melt the steel I had tirelessly refined.
When I met him the earth shook and split beneath my feet. I fell for him like a fool falls for golds. He sang his sirens song and captivated me. I saw myself falling in love with this man and doing things lovers do. My love for him was vast and endless as the sea. He swam in it, bathed in it, and he even drank from it. There were no boundaries, no restrictions to the things I offered. He took and took and took and offered little in return. His love was a boundless stream which he offered in droplets of water. It was enough to sustain me, delude me, remind me of my childhood- I was deserving of thier love but they withheld. He reminded me of home. Frightening and comforting. I thirst from him. I didnt want to exist anywhere but beside him. Even if he was cruel. Even if he broke my heart ten times til Sunday, i loved him.
When I met him the earth shook and split beneath my feet. I fell for him like a fool falls for golds. He sang his sirens song and captivated me. I saw myself falling in love with this man and doing things lovers do. My love for him was vast and endless as the sea. He swam in it, bathed in it, and he even drank from it. There were no boundaries, no restrictions to the things I offered. He took and took and took and offered little in return. His love was a boundless stream which he offered in droplets of water. It was enough to sustain me, delude me, remind me of my childhood- I was deserving of thier love but they withheld. He reminded me of home. Frightening and comforting. I thirst from him. I didnt want to exist anywhere but beside him. Even if he was cruel. Even if he broke my heart ten times til Sunday, i loved him.
