Near impossible to forget…. But…..
It will be one year this September since the fallout and devastation…..
The near 2 years we had together was beyond amazing. In some retrospect, I guess most was a lie on your part.
But seems the choice has been made that we will never be anything more than ‘strangers’. NOTHING beyond civil & professional.
That’s definitely your motus operandi, either by choice or by orders…
I’ll comply. I’ll respect the unsaid wishes. I’ll forever all but vanish.
My brain lists a plethora of reasons to hate you. But my heart refuses as I’ve never hated anyone….
Trying to accept and even grasp the reality of going from one extreme to another, has been excruciating. As my logical mind struggles to give it approval.
The near 2 years we had together was beyond amazing. In some retrospect, I guess most was a lie on your part.
But seems the choice has been made that we will never be anything more than ‘strangers’. NOTHING beyond civil & professional.
That’s definitely your motus operandi, either by choice or by orders…
I’ll comply. I’ll respect the unsaid wishes. I’ll forever all but vanish.
My brain lists a plethora of reasons to hate you. But my heart refuses as I’ve never hated anyone….
Trying to accept and even grasp the reality of going from one extreme to another, has been excruciating. As my logical mind struggles to give it approval.




