Realising that I don't know who I'm married to.. That everything is fake, my husband's a narcissist and a malignant one at that.. It's quite a mind bending thing to realise that everything was abuse and about control, everything's fake, and the amount of times he's cheated on me, the smear campaigning against me that's been going on for the entirety of our relationship and the pathological lying, that his plan is to ruin me completely and then some.. He's nothing short of demonic.. But it's all been done in a way, that it's likely that many won't believe me
