i miss her...

we broke up 2 months ago. i get flashbacks of our relationship every now and then. it just seems impossible that we would ever see each other or speak to each other again but i miss her.
i wasn't the best boyfriend, i really wasn't. I just somehow really wanted it to end because there was no future and because we would fight a lot but still, i spent so much time with her i got so attached......it hurts now :) i sometimes feel like life keeps getting worse for me.

its nice to have similar worlds where i could just randomly write this and some random person would comment on it. i am grateful for this.