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Gothic poetry....I know I am BROKEN

I thought more about my thoughts last night and came up with more. Sorry so long..

Peace is what I ache for. I am in conflict, I am insane. I am unworthy to be in your presence. I will bend to your will. I know better than to cause a scene, for you have taught me well.
With a snap of your fingers I will be captured in your snare. Not a word leaves my mouth for my opinion is unwanted. I am but your doormat, wipe your feet on me.
Where you lead I will follow steadily. If it is your wish to control me, then I am thy puppet.
My emotions are never validated. Put the weight of the world on me and I will survive.
I am here to make you happy, stroke your ego and sing your praises. Speak to me but of your wishes and I will obediently obey. Throw me your scraps and I will devour them.
I have no backbone for you have ripped it from me. If you show me love I will be indebted unto you. You cut out my heart and then feed it back to me.
I teeter on a cliffs edge, waiting for you to push.
I panic, I am anxious and I am depressed yet show no emotion.

I exist.
I am tired.
I am no one.
I AM BROKEN.
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you are in an emotionally abusive relationship and you need to leave.

i understand you are trying to turn your pain into something beautiful, and i see it. but trust and believe the only ones that find it truly beautiful and not see it for what it is are the exact type of ppl that you are ensnared to. 馃枻
melissa00151-55, F
@deathfairy I am not in or have been in an abusive relationship. I feel this way do to many years of disrespect, hurtfulness , opinionated people.
They use me for there gain. . No one takes me seriously and treat me if I am not a real person with feelings. Last night a guy on here that I'd been talking to for days. Started bad mouthing me saying degrading things to. Told me I act this do to my meds. The same stuff I ve heard my whole life people, even my family. I just reached a breaking point.