I know I am broken...

Drama and conflict is not who I am. I am a peace maker.i will go with the flow because I'm on a knife edge with panic attacks. I say nothing because I never win the argument. You are never in the wrong, I am. I am but a doormat, wipe your feet on me. I am unworthy of you. My emotions will never be validated, I will bow my head when you come near. I will not make a sound . Tell me what to do and say, and I will obey. I'm here to make you happy, boost your ego, and praise you. Throw me your scraps and I will take them gladly. Where you lead I will follow. If it is your wish to control me, the choice is not mine. If you show me love I will be indebted unto you. I bleed out my heart and you will not take no heed. I live under your feet.
I am no one.....I AM BROKEN

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lonelyloner · 31-35, F

maam I can feel your situation and emotion as I had gone through with it , you said you are broken but that never can be there are always something deep inside you that make you always intact and that is your believe, so many times in my past I feel the same but never lost my believe and with time being I recovered from that situation and now am much better living a life as a human being as much i can