Am I better or am I just distracted

So for the past 5 days I've been staying with a friend going to the beach and drinking all day long and staying up till 2am watching movies all the while trying to work and I haven't had time to think about my break up and I've been feeling better ...I haven't cried in a few days but I still terribly miss her tomorrow will be my first day alone in a while and Im working online so I'll definitely be free most of the day I'm so scared thoughts of her and us will resurface and I'll end up back where I was last week on the other hand maybe I'm over her....so idk if I'm doing better or just distracted