It's starting to get really hard not to take this stuff to heart. It's really overwhelming and I am heartbroken

I am just breaking down I can't take any more from the universe right now. I've already been kicked in the gut enough already. What did I do to deserve this treatment? What did I do because it really seems to be getting worse day from day and not better and I don't understand why I can't catch a break.

I am losing hope

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HikingMan · 51-55, M

This too shall pass.

All I really know for sure is that you shouldn't give up on yourself.

I've lost more than most in this life and was feeling a lot like this post after my son died.
I almost killed myself twice in the following years. But I sheltered inside my pain and anger and just kept going. I'm not exactly sure when things turned around for me, but I am in a much better place these days from a mental standpoint.

I hate to hear of your suffering and wish I could help with more than just typened words across the miles.

I'm rooting for you and hope to be around long enough to see your world become kinder to your soul.