I'm so sorry

I didn't mean it to be this way
I didn't want to try again
To end it all
I didn't want you to know
I didn't want you to see
That feral broken side of me
But you did
And you had to intervene
Stop me because you love me
But I broke your hearts this way
Too many times
And this was it
The straw that broke the camels back
You are done
You won't visit me
You won't answer my calls
Ignore my messages
And I don't blame you
I'd wash my hands of me too
All I can say is sorry I know its lost all meaning
And that I love you I really do but understand if I've broke your hearts too much now for there to be room for me in them again.

I'm so sorry Mom and Dad I love you