I Have a Broken Heart
I have a broken heart. I am in so much pain that I really can't express it. My life feels numb to me. All I can feel is an immense pain in my heart.
I met this girl on June 4th 2015. We met online in 2015. I was scared to be in the relationship and she assured me to be in the relationship as she said she would be by my side. Of course we were in a long distance relationship. We were thousands of miles apart from each other. I wanted to marry her and have kids with her. I wanted to be with her. She eventually got sour in the relationship and made me feel worthless. Slowly it got worse as she kept ignoring me like I was a worthless person. I might not have the riches but GOD is a witness that I would do my best for her even when she never asked me anything. I love her and I still do. She slowly dumped me after ignoring me for no reason. I'm here upset and heartbroken. I can't sleep. I just feel pain in my heart. I had planned my life with her. All I wanted was her. I had fought with all my might just to be with her and after 4 years she tells me "she can't do it anymore". I completely understand her perspective and I wouldn't force someone to reciprocate what I feel but I feel hurt that when I was scared to be in the relationship she was the one who asked to me to stay because she was alone but now I'm left all alone crying. I feel so hurt and broken. I'm numb and it's been three months. I can't eat or sleep. I just want the pain to end
I met this girl on June 4th 2015. We met online in 2015. I was scared to be in the relationship and she assured me to be in the relationship as she said she would be by my side. Of course we were in a long distance relationship. We were thousands of miles apart from each other. I wanted to marry her and have kids with her. I wanted to be with her. She eventually got sour in the relationship and made me feel worthless. Slowly it got worse as she kept ignoring me like I was a worthless person. I might not have the riches but GOD is a witness that I would do my best for her even when she never asked me anything. I love her and I still do. She slowly dumped me after ignoring me for no reason. I'm here upset and heartbroken. I can't sleep. I just feel pain in my heart. I had planned my life with her. All I wanted was her. I had fought with all my might just to be with her and after 4 years she tells me "she can't do it anymore". I completely understand her perspective and I wouldn't force someone to reciprocate what I feel but I feel hurt that when I was scared to be in the relationship she was the one who asked to me to stay because she was alone but now I'm left all alone crying. I feel so hurt and broken. I'm numb and it's been three months. I can't eat or sleep. I just want the pain to end
