I Am Feeling Heartbroken

My therapist of four years doesn’t want to treat me anymore. I’m so upset. I tried to be honest with her and tell her about my issues. I was scared she wouldn’t want to treat me but she insisted that nothing I could say would make her not want to. She’s leaving me like everybody else does.
I tried to open up to her about feelings and thoughts that I’ve kept to myself. She told me that I didn’t even want help and that I’m wasting my time and money.