I Am Feeling Heartbroken

That’s the thing, you are so amazing, so kind-hearted you fell for the lie most of us have fallen for. Human beings want puppets. Puppets who will sit, stand, eat, talk, and fuck when they say. Look around. Do you see people who actually care when someone ceases to be convenient?

Sweetheart all people are this way. Lesson learned hun, we all fall on our faces and are shit on until finally we dust ourselves off and fall for the lies no longer.

You are beautiful, strong, capable, giving, and wise. The love we’ve been looking for all our lives is the love that only we ourselves can give to ourselves. Everybody is so trapped by their desires, their ways they don’t give a rat’s ass about anyone who contradicts their desire. Now you know.... how people.... people.... are. This has NOTHING to do with you. You could look up the word human being in a dictionary and it would say, “Beings who always want more, are never satisfied, and label you with negative words at not fulfilling their random and meaningless requests.”

Never, I respect, never take peoples’ Response or regard towards you personally again, trust they are all the same. Now it is you time baby! Time to love yourself, time to say no to requests that don’t match with what YOU want.

There is a lady by the name of Byron Katie that helped me a lot in these struggles, she is an author, check her out on YouTube if you are curious. But remember you are precious, and it is people who try to demean us for not being fucking play-doh in their hands!