I Am Feeling Heartbroken
My mother told me that any guy that would ever date me was going to leave. As much as I hate that woman with all of my being, she was right. We broke up today and I feel like I lost a part of myself.
Keep in mind, this is the guy I thought I was going to marry. We looked at engagement rings together. He promised me we would get married. I based my entire life around the idea that we’d stay together. I chose my career because it made the most sense for what he wanted. I was the one that had to move closer to him. I had to sacrifice so much for him. I lost friends, family, etc. because he didn’t like them. I had to quit my old job because he didn’t like my coworker.
I just wanted to be good enough for someone for once in my life. I will never be enough for anyone.
Keep in mind, this is the guy I thought I was going to marry. We looked at engagement rings together. He promised me we would get married. I based my entire life around the idea that we’d stay together. I chose my career because it made the most sense for what he wanted. I was the one that had to move closer to him. I had to sacrifice so much for him. I lost friends, family, etc. because he didn’t like them. I had to quit my old job because he didn’t like my coworker.
I just wanted to be good enough for someone for once in my life. I will never be enough for anyone.
22-25, F