I Have a Broken Heart

I visited Dean's grave today. I go there every week to tidy it up and put down fresh flowers. I stood and talked to him, even though he can't reply. I told him about Dylan and about how he was so upset that England lost in the semi final. I told him about what Dylan will be doing in the school holidays. Most of all I told him how much I love him and miss him and how much I wish he could be with us.

I hope the love he had for me he took with him because the love I have for him will never die.

Sleep well babe.

Love Jen and Dylan xx

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MushroomFaerie

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@MushroomFaerie *crying*

So beautiful xx

MushroomFaerie

@SW-User Xox

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@MushroomFaerie 😭 I can't let him go. Not now. Not ever xx

MushroomFaerie

@SW-User It's not about 'letting him go' I used to hear that the wrong way aswell.
He's never going to be gone, he's always apart of you and always loves you.
It's just about still being able to see the sun through the fog, it's easy to be consumed by pain and the ones we love want us to make the most of what we have left here before we are reunited with them again.
I promise you, he's okay.

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@MushroomFaerie *choked up* I'm consumed by pain. I try to hide it the best I can but I'm a wreck without him xx

MushroomFaerie

@SW-User of course you are, it's so hard to even comphrend on every level.
Your doing better than you think you are, going and talking to him, sounds like you have a son.
You can't just switch it off and I'm so sorry you have had to go through this so young.
🤗 Keep taking to him, have a laugh with him, he can hear you I swear
Xxx