I'm Broken Hearted

I wish I could walk backwards from my desk back home where I had been asked to let one of the best parts of my essence broken and turned away from me by society always keeping her in her prayers that she was so broken by the life they had both been through that she wanted to convince me she didn't pray or believe anymore. I saw it coming. I knew she was sick. But what I didn't see coming would be her heartbreaking state after having arrived at work.