I Refuse To Let A Broken Heart Make Me Harden My Heart
Have you ever noticed how fully and deeply we love our first love? Then, when it ended we were much more devastated than we ever could be now. But eventually, we find another to love, and perpetuate the cycle.
Till one day, you realize that you're with someone you don't even like! And you wonder why you even started dating them in the first place...
I think our ability to love diminishes with age... Because each time we get our heart broken, we wall that piece off. Maybe we do this to protect it while its wounded, or perhaps as punishment because that piece failed us. Its even possibly in effigy of the one who broke it...
Whatever the reason, your pain has been successfully mitigated....
But at what cost?
Till one day, you realize that you're with someone you don't even like! And you wonder why you even started dating them in the first place...
I think our ability to love diminishes with age... Because each time we get our heart broken, we wall that piece off. Maybe we do this to protect it while its wounded, or perhaps as punishment because that piece failed us. Its even possibly in effigy of the one who broke it...
Whatever the reason, your pain has been successfully mitigated....
But at what cost?
41-45, F
