I Have Had My Heart Broken

Dear boyfriend of mine

We've been together for 3 years and I'm hurting because I can see that you are slowly but surely falling out of love with me. It hurts to know that you don't think I'm good enough. It hurts to know that I'm no longer a priority in your life but merely an option. It hurts when you compare me to other women or make fun if the things that make me unique. It hurts to know that so many other people come first. I miss feeling loved, wanted, desired and appreciated. I feel so alone in your company yet I can't say anything because you make it seem like I'm picking a fight. Sigh you've never cheated and I know that you wouldn't but you done something worse...far worse... You have emotionally checked out of this relationship and left me to pick up the broken pieces of my shattered heart and nurse my battered self esteem....

yours sincerely
the foolish girlfriend