You don't even have to try. You're already loved.

It's true, I once sold my soul by vying for love by being nice, was deceived by the decoy, and friends which were really under covers, and I flew away walking down the streets nightly on Whyte Avenue where he lived...I was putting myself out there to be found, but ended up being a stalker...In the end the rug was pulled out from beneath my feet and I fell so so low and I was hearing voices that told me that I had sold my soul!!! But God!!! Came in and saved me!! He blead He died He gave me His Life...It was then when I realized that God is Love and it was His love I ought to be seeking, not a mere mans...So that was the begining of my journey of salvation...I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy...But boy when you reach the place's of Grace that I've finally reached hearing Heaven, people being healed in Hospitals, the grace..I wish every body could taste His Grace and see what I've seen! Jesus is so beautiful! He loved me when I was unlovable, when I was vying for love and couldn't find it in mere man, it was found in Him all along! And now all I can do is to point people in the right direction.
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When God gave me the vision of the Cross there was a loud cracking noise like rocks splitting it was so loud like CRACK!!! In that moment I was redeemed in that moment hell was silenced, in that moment Jesus gave me His Fragrance Of Life!

It's quite encouragement and motivation to read it and absorb it as well. Thank you for encouragement in Jesus Christ.

Although I love to be perfect is kind of a passion for me. Even though in flesh, I'm never perfect. This why we need Christ more than the world