My sister is the same age as I was when I first knew my ex boyfriend

Life has come full circle. I miss my Sujeet. But he is long gone from my life with a wife who he loves. I broke up with him mostly for his own good three years ago almost and have not heard from him in two years two months and something Days. I feel really sad still but know letting him go to live his life without me is for the best. Sometimes when you love someone the best thing you can do for them is let them go so they are not tangled in your problems. I want to think deep down he still loves me and thinks of me. I feel though circumstances and separation divided us in life but our love will always be an unbroken bond. He will always be in my heart forevermore just like the Phil Collins song. You’ll be in my heart from Tarzan soundtrack. I will never forget about him but he has a life to live and I guess I have to continue on with mine even though I’m still heartbroken. We were together seven to eight years. I met him online and he lived in India while I lived in the United States. We never got a chance to meet in real life because both of us didn’t have the money or lifestyle to do it. It was a sad breakup and we eventually wanted to be together in real life and make a life with each other but I ruined any chance of that when I broke up with him. I just hope he is happy and secure in life. Loved and cherished forever by his wife.well I want him to be happy and valued. I’m bad at love but it means something that I fried right?