When my x wife left me in 2018

She said she was never motivated to cook and clean for me, but her new man (74yo at that time) motivates her to cook and clean for him. Ok. You go on with your bad self and enjoy life. No need to stand around trying to hurt me more. So he picked her up and they went to Idaho. I wished we could've worked things out. She was a tomboy and that's not my type anyway. At the time I looked past all that, but now? Never again. I'll never take any lady again unless she absolutely can't go on without me. I don't get how people fall apart just because of a few flaws. But I'm glad it's over. I'm attracted to women who are feminine, and don't think of themselves as goddesses and have the oh perfect me attitude such a turn off. But I also think marriage is overrated yet I don't believe in open relationships. What a mess this world is. All I wanted was someone who'd appreciate me and enjoy lovins. But every single woman I ever had was the type who'd prefer some lifetime movie perfect setting. Perfect man, 6 figure job, and athletic. Hey, my income is 6 figures if you add the cents, I was athletic as a kid and thrift store stuff can sometimes look pretty. Where's simplicity. My word. Can't a woman enjoy a simple life in poverty with a man who loves her and makes sure she ain't starve? I'm 53 years old and ain't able to do as much. Just seems like nothing's ever good enough when you try.