how can i cope with the realization that no one cares for me apart from my elderly mother and a few other loved ones
i just feel so alone, cold, on my own and ' left to it ' now , and for a long time and wondering wil i ever find a female partner? i just honestly feel no one really cares, when it comes down to it.....i've had mental issues all my adult life, missed out on meeting the women or people i wanted to meet.....because i had so many problems, now im 48 and i'm trying desperately to hold on, live in the day i'm in and hope that ' everything works out in the end '?
i've now lived alone for 20 years in a little flat, and just have my beloved elderly mother and a few other loved ones for support now, my mother lives very far and so do my other loved ones,...my mum rings me every day, 4x a day and comforts me, reassures me, is my emotional support and she just rings me to check in on me...i'm so very close to my mum, she means the world to me, as i do to my mum.
but outside of that, i just feel deserted, abandoned and feel that no one truly cares, when it comes to it?.....it's so devastating to realize that...and terrifying as well...as i don't want to end up completely on my own.....
i've now lived alone for 20 years in a little flat, and just have my beloved elderly mother and a few other loved ones for support now, my mother lives very far and so do my other loved ones,...my mum rings me every day, 4x a day and comforts me, reassures me, is my emotional support and she just rings me to check in on me...i'm so very close to my mum, she means the world to me, as i do to my mum.
but outside of that, i just feel deserted, abandoned and feel that no one truly cares, when it comes to it?.....it's so devastating to realize that...and terrifying as well...as i don't want to end up completely on my own.....
46-50, M
