is anyone else sick of this cold - stand on your own two feet - world
from what i observe now, that is how it is....it's a cold lonely solitary world, where a lot of people don't seem to know what pure unconditional love, closeness and intimacy is? especially when you really desire that, because you have a lot of love to give, and want that in return.
i live alone, lived alone 20 years now, coping with my mental health problems...i am very lucky and fortunate in that i have a very loving mother, who i've always had a closeness to and special bond, but my mum lives far away now and my mum is elderly but doing well for her age........i have no other support network, lost touch with the few friends from my childhood.
and now i'm looking for a close loving intimate relationship from a woman really but never found it so far....the great love and closeness i have from my mum, i want to find in a partner?.....but this modern world has it's limits....modern people have their limits, and don't seem to be capable of the qualities and love i so desire? and that really angers me but makes me feel despair too.
i just want love and intimacy from someone, to hold and hug them and to get that back....but this seems to go beyond what most people are capable of these days, and i can't understand that.........instead, this modern society is like we have to struggle through a solitary life and get used to loneliness....this is the 'norm' now.
love if you find it, seems to come with it's limits and ' conditions ' now.....not remotely like the same pure love and closeness which i have from my mum.
i live alone, lived alone 20 years now, coping with my mental health problems...i am very lucky and fortunate in that i have a very loving mother, who i've always had a closeness to and special bond, but my mum lives far away now and my mum is elderly but doing well for her age........i have no other support network, lost touch with the few friends from my childhood.
and now i'm looking for a close loving intimate relationship from a woman really but never found it so far....the great love and closeness i have from my mum, i want to find in a partner?.....but this modern world has it's limits....modern people have their limits, and don't seem to be capable of the qualities and love i so desire? and that really angers me but makes me feel despair too.
i just want love and intimacy from someone, to hold and hug them and to get that back....but this seems to go beyond what most people are capable of these days, and i can't understand that.........instead, this modern society is like we have to struggle through a solitary life and get used to loneliness....this is the 'norm' now.
love if you find it, seems to come with it's limits and ' conditions ' now.....not remotely like the same pure love and closeness which i have from my mum.
46-50, M
