Night update on this emotional day, strangely cold and quiet and yet, all so emotional..

I have managed to make peace with "my" man, the guy I liked, that he might never reply, or he might reply after 2-3 weeks or some other time.

I have told myself how he loved me, he definitely did, as we've spent countless hours talking this summer and especially the last month. Doesn't matter the things that are in between that make this connection so difficult.
I needed to reassure myself, relax in this and find some strength to move on, to move forward. Release, detach but be enveloped in all the love and care that I needed to give to myself.
Haha I'm sounding like a hopeless romantic, when I get out of the emotions and looking at myself. I like it, I'm doing good, I'm smiling.