I’ll never forget you

I should let go I know but I will never forget Sujeet kumal jha. He was the love of my life. He moved on with his life and got married to someone else a woman from India I am sure. He stopped talking to me and ended our friendship after he got engaged.i ended the romantic relationship first but i thought we would at least always be good friends meant to stay in each others lives. I wanted to get back together after a few days to a few weeks later but he thought it was not good for me anymore. I wrote all about it if you care to read. It’s a long post. Though I’m slowly healing I caught myself crying today missing him after listening to the pussycat dolls song “ stick with you”. I wish I had stuck with him and didn’t doubt I deserved his love after having a psychotic breakdown two years ago. I wish I had taken steps to make myself financially independent many years ago so we could have been together in real life. I know he loved me once and loved me hard. He was the best boyfriend and best friend a girl could have asked for. He will always stay in my heart and soul and mind, in my memories. So Sujeet I can love you and still let you go. I remember the clip you sent me from 13 reasons why when Clay Jensen gives a speech at Hannah’s funeral . I’ll always remember you my dear. You were the one who got away. I feel lonely sometimes without talking to him even if I made other friends from similarworlds.com that I speak to on a regular basis. Sujeet I could feel our love on the wind where it will never die even though our relationship ended. I love you forevermore.