Everywhere I go

There's all kinds of places to hide but you're being seeked out by someone that wants to witness how fucked up you really are, it's like why? You want me to go away. Then I do and you come find me. Thwn i have to go somewhere else to go away. Then you find my ass again. So like what exactly do you want from me? You want me there? Then I'll be there. I can try to pretend not to have those invalid feelings or whatever again. You want me gone after I say something wrong then you come look for me again. I don't get it.