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I'm realising that for the most part of my life I've been dating guys who actually wanted an innocent girl and not a woman

I'm stepping into my feminine more and more now. I'm feeling this Spring is going to be special 馃挅 I feel abundant and it's ridiculously funny because I have about 6 euros in my bank account and no way to buy a ticket out since my visa expires middle March.

But I had that thought today. If money is energy, then why don't I fully relax, just like how I relax in my breath.

Today I'm realising I am the abundance I have been seeking.

I am allowing myself to be beautiful, to be heard, to fully blossom. I am allowing God or the universe to take care of me, trusting that, exactly in the way that I trust that air will be there for my next breath, money will be there for my next move.

I feel like sharing my happiness and sexiness of tonight with you all :)
If you want the recipe you can do it for yourselves, I did a full body massage on myself (edit: using sesame oil), listening to a beautiful podcast, looking in the mirror. I had a candle and heating on, and a warming ginger tea.
I ended with a piano song.
Preparing myself to date myself for real in Valentine's 馃挄

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LadyGrace
From what I've seen, guys only want women who are easy, for the most part.
elafina36-40, F
@LadyGrace No, that is not true. There is the crowd and the youth that can't wait, I agree with you there.
But the rare and valuable ones know how to be patient in a beautiful, loving manner..
LadyGrace
@elafina That makes them any better because they're patient? The morals in this country are shot. I'm not saying every man is like that but I have yet to see one good man that wasn't.
elafina36-40, F
@LadyGrace that's why I added, patient in a beautiful and loving manner. Not patient like a selfish hunter..
I can understand you though, and a reason I am choosing to stay away from them for a while, until I can be trusting and clear enough to invite for the right one 馃尮
LadyGrace
@elafina I wish you the best in finding that special person you deserve. Someone who will reciprocate instead of doing all the taking. 馃尮