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I'm realising that for the most part of my life I've been dating guys who actually wanted an innocent girl and not a woman

I'm stepping into my feminine more and more now. I'm feeling this Spring is going to be special 馃挅 I feel abundant and it's ridiculously funny because I have about 6 euros in my bank account and no way to buy a ticket out since my visa expires middle March.

But I had that thought today. If money is energy, then why don't I fully relax, just like how I relax in my breath.

Today I'm realising I am the abundance I have been seeking.

I am allowing myself to be beautiful, to be heard, to fully blossom. I am allowing God or the universe to take care of me, trusting that, exactly in the way that I trust that air will be there for my next breath, money will be there for my next move.

I feel like sharing my happiness and sexiness of tonight with you all :)
If you want the recipe you can do it for yourselves, I did a full body massage on myself (edit: using sesame oil), listening to a beautiful podcast, looking in the mirror. I had a candle and heating on, and a warming ginger tea.
I ended with a piano song.
Preparing myself to date myself for real in Valentine's 馃挄

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MontanamanM
My breath is taken,
Like the moment a backdraft is experienced in a raging flame.
Oxygen introduced, then consumed
Fuel to your fire.

-Montana.
elafina36-40, F
@Montanaman that is SO good...! When did you write it? I didn't realise you're a poet as well 馃敟
MontanamanM
@elafina Smiles. I just wrote it then...

Shooting from the hip.馃槅馃馃槑鉁嶏笍
It's my "thing,"
Writing poetry in comments to compliment the post.馃尮
elafina36-40, F
@Montanaman but seriously, do you write consistently or having been in the past? I think you should.. unless you got your ways to expressing your creativity already 馃槒
MontanamanM
@elafina I do write consistently. I post my writing quite often on SW. Been published twice. Working on a book.
I'll share some with you if you'd like 馃
elafina36-40, F
@Montanaman I had no idea!!! Yes, please share:)
MontanamanM
@elafina prefer publicly on some of your posts?
Or in Dm?
elafina36-40, F
@Montanaman Dm me one you'd like
MontanamanM
@elafina Pleasure 鉁笍