Would you rather be alone, or with someone you love that makes you feel like shit every few weeks?

This is so sad. Go back home and start a new life. I always, wanted this for you. It was always waiting for you. Now, after all your travels, you are ready, for this.

I'd rather be alone too

I wouldn't be around someone like that even if I cared greatly from them. Been In relationships with people like that and will never put myself through that again. I also very much enjoy my own company

You have unconditional love from your son. You need to be careful of who youre bringing around him because he will get hurt too.

I chose the latter don't want to be alone

Id rather be alone

Why would I want to be with someone who makes me feel like shit?

You should talk to a therapist. It might help you break out of the esteem-lowering downward spinning cycle.

Definitely alone if those are the only choices.

agree, prefer to be alone in such a case for sure

I'd rather be alone