Here I am again

Dudes. Advice? I have to stay off social media. I love this guy on there. If i talk to him right now, i just know I'll confess my drunken feelings.
I hate that he gives me so much attention and then nothing.
It makes me question if i should bother anymore. Ive been waiting for him to tell me something because if i tell him, Im just afraid of what wil happen