I only see nuetral in looks and beauty.

My mom nurture my my mind to the point that I didn't see unattractiveness. I haven't use the word ugly in 25 years not even in my head. For my mind was align with heart and my heart was align with with my mind my mind was living paradise. They use to tell my my mother because she is light skin and my father dark skin that they will have dark and unattractive a babies. My mom told me not to make fun of disformed people or cripple people or call me people ugly because god and satan my disformed your face and have a unattractive baby.