Dec 31st 2025

Maybe its the mood that comes with the end of a year.....or the proposition of looking towards a whole new one.🤷‍♀...but I'm in the feels today.

I have a hundred thousand thoughts being half thunk in my brain.
Like annoying little flies in my skull.

Some are of the past
Some are of the future
....none are of the present.


And why arent i in the here and now dammit?
.... fucking practiced enuff😠😏
I know where my heads supposed to be....but ..... ugh,
- i dun wannah, *pouts*


I dunno.

Im feeling melancholic and reflective.


Hehehe......oh no's ....its prolly old age😅

Fuck 🤦‍♀


Kids.... don't get old💪


My body is 50 something😏.... while my brain is 25.... and im still really a child inside.



Do we ever grow up?

Really?

Do we ever get our shit together?


Or do we just keep trying?




This was NOT in my contract damnit 🖕