Blue Shade Of Sickness

When nothing is left,
I won't tell you,
What I'm about to do.

Forever, that feeling of spent!!

Indecisions, clouded with tunnel vision,
funneled down to one last thought.

It boomerangs back to me,
while the rest scatter,
from a catapult.

locked in a blanket of fog,
a frozen state,
and the blood red stain
I think about fate

This soul is begining to bleed!!

Fear is spreading through me
and my mind cannot rest,
Paranoia follows me
like some kind of pest!!

I have faded away,
then fell out of place.
I can't remember myself.
I've been replaced!!

I have no memory,
It memory has gone blank
Thoughts been erased
they have all been replaced

"A BLUE SHADE OF SICKNESS"
Is what causes the pain
I won't go away
It wont even wane!!

Death haunting me,
like screams from a nest,
The pistol is my grip
on my lip it rest!!

To decide not to stay
or live in this place.
Its just to hard to scream
without a face!!

I slip into the void
to escape all the noise
Because,
when it all turns black
there is no going back.......