I feel like everything I have been working on for the last five years means nothing and has been an absolute waste of my time.

I just came back from a nap. It was interesting dreams and I feel great being up now. Enjoying some tv and a good cider
I life is good. 😊

I'd imagine that you would have to disassociate quite a lot of your job

My brain isn't braining yet so I need to pour more coffee