Meaningless Crap

I'm tired.
I've chased my tail round and round, so much that I dug hole into the ground.
Now I rest in cool, dark earth, like a corpse, no more rebirth.
I tried and tried and when I got tired I cried.
And everyone said nice things and fled.
My care is dead.
When there's nothing to give, nothing to take...
They move on so fast.
Like the deceased, I'm part of the past.
Forgotten but alive.
I guess I deserve this, or it wouldn't be.

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Bang5luts · M

I'm trying to say something profound, you said it. Feeling defeated, obsolete, passed over or trampled on unnecessary are real, strong and painful feelings. Don't let People and certain situations let you down. You are intelligent, creative, intuitive, kind, supportive, understanding and real, there aren't a lot of people like us in the world. And appreciated even less.

Be kind and gentle with yourself, you are worthy, and deserving of someone equally present and genuine. It has been my experience when we stop searching, they find us.

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Bang5luts · M

@EldritchFox it is ok. Most people do not possess those skills or maybe they assume not to get involved is better. I have always recognized the struggle and try to reach out.

Bang5luts · M

Ive messaged you, to see if you wanted to talk.

EldritchFox

@Bang5luts I don't see any messages. I'll try sending one

Chern0bylplaygr0unds

Let them move on ....
It's your turn now

EldritchFox

@Chern0bylplaygr0unds Yeah I'm tired of pushing myself. A few more days and I can get back into my self time. It's gonna be a good fall/winter. It feels like I have no choice but to let go of people who kinda just toss me their scraps. I don't want scraps.

Chern0bylplaygr0unds

@EldritchFox It's time to focus on yourself and let everything else die
You will be better off

EldritchFox

@Chern0bylplaygr0unds Yep. I've done all I can. I'm tired.

Mickey27 · M

EldritchFox

@Mickey27 I'm losing my spark. No air.

Mickey27 · M

@EldritchFox You're one of the best examples of a strong modern woman I know, and that inspires me with hope for others and my own these days. Respect !!

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