I met her in an airport, which seemed appropriate. Airports are strange places, suspended between where you've been and where you're going, full of people temporarily belonging nowhere. Maybe that's why I didn't question it when I looked across the terminal and saw myself sitting by the window.
Not myself now. The other one.
She was older than the version I sometimes imagined when I wondered about the roads I hadn't taken.
She looked like me, mostly. Same eyes, same hands wrapped around a coffee cup, same habit of crossing one ankle behind the other, same expression that suggested she was observing absolutely everything while pretending not to. Her hair was different. Apparently there are some choices so consequential they alter entire timelines.
I stared. She stared back, and I wondered whether she recognized me too. Then she smiled, and I walked over.
"Hello."
"Hi."
"This is weird."
"Extremely."
I sat down across from her, and for a moment neither of us spoke. There were so many things I wanted to know. Did you stay in California? Did you take that job? Did you leave that one sooner? Did you say yes; did you say no? Whom did you love? Did you marry someone else? Did you ever start a business? Did you travel? Were you brave?
But there was one question underneath all of them.
"Which choice?" I asked.
She understood immediately. "I don't know."
"How can you not know?"
She shrugged. "Maybe there wasn't just one."
Of course. I had always imagined life as a map with a handful of enormous intersections marked in red. Turn here and everything changes. But maybe it wasn't like that. Maybe a life was built from a thousand tiny turns: a phone call answered, a ticket purchased, a friendship kept, a lover lost, a door opened, a door quietly closed, a stranger trusted, a chance taken on a Wednesday afternoon without realizing it was a chance at all.
I studied her. "Are you happy?"
She looked out the window, where a plane was lifting into an impossibly blue sky. "Yes."
The answer hurt more than I expected. Not because I wanted her to be unhappy, but because some childish part of me wanted proof that I had chosen correctly.
She looked back at me. "Are you?"
I thought about it. Really thought about it. I thought about the man waiting for me at home, the people I love, the friends who stayed and the friends who didn't, the ridiculous dogs I have loved beyond reason. The work I left and the business I began. The places I've been, cities where I had stood alone with a glass of wine and thought, “How is this my life?”
I thought about photographs stored on my phone and memories stored somewhere less reliable. Laughter, grief, champagne, airports, goodbyes, beginnings. All the things I almost did, and all the things I almost didn't.
"Yes," I said.
She smiled. "Good."
A voice came over the speaker announcing boarding for a flight I couldn't quite hear, and she stood. "That's me."
"Where are you going?"
"Elsewhere."
I laughed. "Of course you are."
She picked up her bag, and I wanted to stop her. There were still so many questions. I wanted to know everything about the life I hadn't lived: who she loved, what she regretted, where she had been, whether there were nights when she lay awake imagining something else. But suddenly I didn't need to know. Her life belonged to her. Mine belonged to me.
Maybe that was the thing about the roads we didn't take. We imagine them stretching endlessly into the distance, untouched and waiting, as though we could still go back and choose differently. But they aren't waiting. They went somewhere. So did we.
She started toward her gate, then turned around. "For what it's worth," she said, "I've wondered about you too."
"Any conclusions?"
She smiled. "I think we both did all right."
Then she disappeared into the crowd. I stayed by the window until I couldn't distinguish her from all the other strangers moving through the terminal.
A few minutes later my own flight began boarding. I picked up my bag and walked toward the gate, not wondering where her road led, thinking instead about mine, and how much of it was still ahead.
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This week’s words: Map Stranger Blue Photograph Window Almost Elsewhere
