Write a story about someone who must fit their whole life in a suitcase

It's drizzling wet outside and i'm exhausted nothing seems to be going right. It's been a year since my girlfriend OD'ed off of "blues" and I haven't been with anyone since not that I find relationships meaningful or anything it was just nice having her around. A candle that never seemed to die down until one day it was just gone, flame, wick, and all. You should probably know something else before you begin to feel sorry for or worse fall in love with the main character of this story, i'm the dealer that gave her the pill.