Skeletons (Title Too Short)

I'm sorry I didn't see,
Sorry I didn't feel.
Sorry if I tried to laugh,
Because it all seemed too real.

You are my heart,
I'm sorry I broke your world apart.
It's just how I do,
I only wanted the best for you.
And I knew I wasn't it,
Because all I touch is shit.
No mud, no lotus,
And that's the difference between us.

The perfect partners in crime,
I think of you all the time.
Can't get you off my mind.
Why couldn't I write this before?
When it had a heart to touch,
And eyes it cared to see?
I'm sorry I was out to lunch,
When you were with me.

And if I have to die,
After a million miserable lives.
Every one was worth it,
To get to you and I.
And no matter how hard I try,
I just get stuck in certain times,
In my mind, all the time,
Because they're places I can't find.

The happiest places are over and done,
Perfect pictures in our minds.
The happiest places are relaxing and fun,
And exist outside of time.