I know I’m not supposed to care what people think of me…

But what if you’re alone? What if they died and you need new people to see you?

Being kind isn’t it. It just gets you used. It gets you crying alone, tears collecting on the floor in a puddle. Wondering if it’s even worth it. Wondering if I should even care because nobody cares about me. Nothing feels right.

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Gangstress · 41-45, F

you are right, I have been kind to others I gave them my time, a lot of my time, I listened I heard them, I have even sent these people birthday cards and some love and yet is it ever reciprocated. no. it never is. it never will be, people are self absorbed and fuck them

sometimes we just gotta let the feeling take over. tomorrow is a new day bud

BrokenAbyss

@Gangstress it’s so confusing. I want to trust the process, I want to be open, but how do you protect yourself? How do you stop yourself from getting hurt without becoming withdrawn and self absorbed yourself? 😞 I don’t like to live this way. Not being able to give. Being afraid to get close to people. I wish I could shake it all off but it feels so wrong 💔

Gangstress · 41-45, F

@BrokenAbyss I just don't give people the satisfaction of hurting me anymore, I have learned to be kind to myself and give myself the space I need. its tough, I realised with my depression not a lot of people actually understand. and id rather it kept inside then it being met with judgement or people walking away coz they don't know how to deal with it,

I learnt a lot of people who say they are there, are not.

rrraksamam · 31-35, M

Don't cry

BrokenAbyss

@rrraksamam don’t cry? Don’t feel? Just die or be a robot like everyone else

rrraksamam · 31-35, M

@BrokenAbyss That's not what I meant. I just can't stand seeing someone cry. That's why I said that

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