I really am a jerk.

I used to feel so sweetly.

Now I look at myself and what I’ve become, and nobody is going to want me. Sweetness is over.

I have given a lot and been burnt. It’s showing like wear and tear on my soul. Tbh I think it’s the loneliness. I think it’s destroying me.

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sspec

Giving with expectation ain't fair. Just give n forget all about it.
We, humans can cultivate this inherent trait within all of us, you being no exception.
It will keep you light.

BrokenAbyss

@sspec I don’t understand where people got that I was giving with expectations… giving your love, friendship and time to someone who dies or ditches you, isn’t exactly what I’d call me giving with expectation 😆

I understand how to be nice ffs, that’s the issue. No I don’t want anything back but I never expected people to leave me.

Is it strange to want love? For myself and my child? After everyone died and left 😆

I wish I wasn’t human anymore.

sspec

@BrokenAbyss Brother, not every heart has the same infinite capacities as yours. Keep that in consideration and also that all the great saints are known for spreading without asking for anything in return.

Change your life's quotient, if you are into transactions.

Love doesn't stop when it is Not reciprocated coz it is just there to be for the beloveds.

Tk cr of self n your beloveds.
Blessings.

BrokenAbyss

@sspec Yeah, again, way off the mark, sis

sspec

@BrokenAbyss Love can't be snatched from someone's wallet, it grows within and out of compassion.

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