I need to change 💝

I need fix my heart,
I have all the pieces here,
But don’t know where to start.

I’ve sold myself too cheap,
When I was never for sale,
I’m tired of losing sleep,
Bored of balancing the scale.

All I need is within,
I know it will be hard,
To stay inside,
To stay on my guard.

I can only hope it will be worth it,
I still may die alone,
I can’t resurrect my loved ones,
I can’t rebuild that home.

I will do my best.