I Express Myself Through Writing

what do I do when things get crazy?
what do I do when outcomes are too strong?
like coffee brewed twice
you take a sip of life
and reel from the taste of your own ways.
You forgive so well, forget some past
remember there is joy to be had
that there is good is all
to certain degrees.
Though lately
some of us are so drawn to show, the bad.
How do you feel to be naked on the page?
when I strip myself and reveal all that I am, you?
Do you take advantage of my good nature?
or do you put our knowing each other to some,
investment
to some potential future
a friendship
Maybe a bit, more?
Tell me how
you really feel
or do you wish to remained clothed
with baggage that surrounds your heart... I get that.
So
how do you expect a given dividend
in return,
when your wallet of uncertainty
is all ready... fat.