I Express Myself Through Writing

I speak from my heart
and I speak in truth
because that is all I know
and ever want to know.
When I invested our time
to get to know each other
I want you to trust me
and I, to trust you...
with that understanding we can move mountains
travel through still or turbulent waters
make ourselves laugh through the driest of desserts
ride the inevitable roller coaster of life,
sharing giving of ourselves freely
our hearts, to each other.
I have kept your heart and guarded it
with all I had in me
protector of loyalty and being true to you.
But now, unknown to where you stand with me
whether a friend or a now a foe...
I really don't know
and I wish to know from you.
You keep saying when the dust settles
and I am wondering after four painful months...
how long is long?
For we now have grown apart
and I am slowly moving forward
perhaps it is easier for you,
though, it hasn't been for me
I don't know,
it seems I don't know you anymore.