I Express Myself Through Writing

Some say, Pain is the source of knowledge. We learn from it. Life is not fair to almost everyone. I agree, however, there is a pain that doesn't need to even exist. No need. It just hurts and then kills anyway. When your loved one is ill and you know she is not going to make it, my damn question is, what am I getting from it? Nothing. I'm just losing beyond unbroken.