Morning Reflections β π
This morning, I sat with my coffee , hands wrapped around the warmth like it could steady me , and opened a book searching for something to quiet the noise inside me. Thatβs when I read this:
βNo one ever told me that grief felt so like fear.β
β C.S. Lewis
And it pierced right through me.
Because itβs true , grief feels like fear. Itβs that hollow ache in your stomach, that trembling in your soul when you realize the world kept spinning without the person you loved. Itβs waking up to the same silence that used to be filled with laughter. Itβs the way you brace yourself for the next wave, never knowing when it will hit.
My faith is still here , cracked, trembling, but here. I hold onto it with shaking hands because itβs all that keeps me from drowning. I whisper prayers through the tears, trusting that somehow God can make beauty out of this ache, even if I canβt see it yet.
Some mornings, like this one, I just sit with my coffee and let myself feel it all l, the pain, the fear, the love that still burns even after goodbye. And in that quiet, I remind myself that grief is the echo of love , and maybe thatβs where faith still lives, even in the dark.
βNo one ever told me that grief felt so like fear.β
β C.S. Lewis
And it pierced right through me.
Because itβs true , grief feels like fear. Itβs that hollow ache in your stomach, that trembling in your soul when you realize the world kept spinning without the person you loved. Itβs waking up to the same silence that used to be filled with laughter. Itβs the way you brace yourself for the next wave, never knowing when it will hit.
My faith is still here , cracked, trembling, but here. I hold onto it with shaking hands because itβs all that keeps me from drowning. I whisper prayers through the tears, trusting that somehow God can make beauty out of this ache, even if I canβt see it yet.
Some mornings, like this one, I just sit with my coffee and let myself feel it all l, the pain, the fear, the love that still burns even after goodbye. And in that quiet, I remind myself that grief is the echo of love , and maybe thatβs where faith still lives, even in the dark.



