I Express Myself Through Writing

Okay,i just had a physical fight with my sister infront of my parents.my mom tried her best to separate us while my dad looked on.To be honest i feel we are a little to old to get into fights like the one we just had 2 hours back.i'm not a violent person but she made me hit her too.obviously you wouldnt stand and let your sister who is 2 years younger hit you.i hit her back in defence.i hated every minute of it. I pulled her hair,she bit my finger and broke 2 of mt finger nails,i bit and tore her skin on Her finger,she tore my shirt.you could say by the end of the fight we were even.but one thing is for sure,i hate her now.honestly we never were normal sisters to begin with.even in our good terms we arent as free as other normal siblings are.i dont know alot about her and so does she me yet we have stayed in the same house all our years.someone out there is probablly thinking that what happened is normal and we shall reconcile.not after screaming hate words at eachother claiming how we never liked eachother anyway.
After writing this i hope i get relieved.wanted tl bring it all out in writing.
Atleast am glad i did.