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Been imagining what it might be like to meet someone that knew me ,before. Just called me

Today
I saw someone who remembered me
we started to talk
and I realized he remembered me
before them
before their hands
before my body ached

He remembered a me
who could not lie
who did not know how
who's eyes were a window
not shutters on my soul

He remembered me
before virginity was a question
and innocence was stolen

He remembered me
before I was frozen in time
I wish he knew me now
maybe he could tell me who I used to be
and show me how to get back

I want to remember me
"Me" before them
before it
I want to remember how that felt

Tell me - I pleaded
what was I like
before they, umm, well you know
please tell me

And than I realized
he can’t help me
because
"Me" doesn't mean what it used to
"Me" doesn't feel like it used to
"Me" is just another thing
frozen in time
thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M Best Comment
[i][quote]He remembered a me
who could not lie
who did not know how
who's eyes were a window
not shutters on my soul

He remembered me
before virginity was a question
and innocence was stolen[/quote][/i]

And my feeling upon this, is you really wish you had that shutter left, for your window into your own soul to say, no and they listened. I apologize if I'm reading this reading wrong,

I hope you reclaim what it once meant to be you, you remember him (you) before, those who took you away from yourself. It's really all you have left, no matter how you look, and I do see a young man frozen from a time of his life (in your words, and in my reading), but I feel your writing helps you release yourself.

There is no undoing the wrongs another commits upon you, there is also no acceptance, other than accepting yourself, they don't see... You hold many gifts, all I can say, let them (you) in as you can.
kodiac · 22-25, M
@thewindupbirdchronicles Thanks so much for reading and responding and understanding.
@kodiac You're very welcome. As someone said below, kudos to a vulnerable write.

MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F
Kudos to a vulnerable write and I hope it brought [i]some[/i] catharsis. The you you are right [i]now[/i] is pretty incredible, but oh how I wish it would've been different for you [i]then[/i]. As in a [i]nonexistent[/i] happening.....

💟🤗
kodiac · 22-25, M
@MoonlightLullaby Thank you , Writing helps ,having friends like you helps more🙏
Im so glad you shared this hon. Hugs
Amor69Fati · 51-55, M
Wow... You tickled old memories 👍🏼🙏🏼

 
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