I Express Myself Through Writing

Sometimes I find myself staying up late into the night and I really should be studying but I am doing anything but. I don't want tomorrow to come because I don't want to face the task I have to get done because they are bringing me so much anxiety. I don't want to think about anything. I don't want to do anything and I wish I could just lie down and star up at the stars in a warm space. I want to be calm and I want my heart to beat at a slow and regular pace. I want to feel freedom. In my head all of these ideas are combating each other. I think the later I stay up the further away tomorrow is but no matter how much I try to postpone tomorrow it still comes. School will still start I will still be scheduled for work. Sometimes I wish I could escape. Staying up into the night is only going to make me sleepier tomorrow...😕